"What-if I stop testing and I get real sick and what-if I cannot have kids?" You have had what, 106 tests, and all of them were negative. "What-if you have that strain from the camaroons of Africa that they don't test for?" This is a very rare subtype so your chances are really zero. After 3 months, if you are testing negative then you are most definitely negative. You WOULD make antibodies if you were infected. This is the same for HIV as far as making the antibodies goes.
They give us the measles vaccine, we make antibodies to it, so when our bodies encounter the disease, our antibodies stop it in its tracks. "What-if you don't make antibodies?" Our immune system works by making antibodies towards any infection we get. There is no reason to live your life this way. You are stuck in this cycle of obsessive irrational thinking that you have spent the last year and a half of your life in.
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You really need to seek professional help. That is the thing with OCD, we second guess everything to death with our what-if irrational thinking. Your statement above clearly shows that you are suffering from OCD. On another note, have you considered medication to combat the OCD/anxiety? There are some very good medications out there that help tremendously with OCD/anxiety.
Endocrine disorders such as thyroid disease or pituitary disease/tumor.Hormonal imbalance (such as with polycystic ovarian syndrome).See below what I found on the web: Factors that can disrupt normal menstruation and cause secondary ammenorrhea include: Extreme anxiety could also cause you to stop menstruating. As far as the non menstruating, you need to take that up with your gynecologist. You don't have antibodies to HIV because you don't have HIV. Nobody takes a year and a half to produce antibodies to the HIV virus. If there is anyone out there who can help me or relate in any way PLEASE RESPOND! Now my life is always worry worry HIV this and HIV that.
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I used to be so much fun and full of joy and not worry. I have quit drinking and smoking pot and I am trying to work out every day. I have been working with a counselor on some CBT and I am on 120 mg of Prozac the highest my psychiatrist put me on and I take clonazepam and zanex. I have been tested 17 times in the last 1 1/2 and I am no longer sexually active and I do not use drugs and I have never had a blood transfusion and I am loosing my mind. I call the cdc and the illinois HIV and STD hotline all the time and they said no to worry. I am so afraid that somehow the speck touched on of my cuticles. I had bandages on the ones that I thought needed them. I have small cuts from biting my cuticles because my nerves are really bad.
My mind started spinning and I broke out in a rash. I had to look really close to see it and I even took a really long piece of TP and wiped it. Today I was in a restroom and I never sit on the toilets and I noticed that there was a small speck of possible red on the seat and I freaked. I have such a HUGE fear of contracting HIV and when I see blood I get weak and woozy and obssessive. I have people around me and loving family and friends but my OCD has made me trapped in my body. Hello my name is Meg and I just wanted to type this thread because I am alone and anxious inside.
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